I fit into my dresses from 8th grade!
Yes!

I know I’ve lost 17 pounds. But I guess I’m not seeing it. I still feel obese, like I’m failing… will I ever not feel like that?  

I’m so sick and tired of being fat…
And when I though it was doing well I gained weight.
I hate myself.
I hate this.
I’m worthless and annoying and fat.
I

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:D
SW: 172
CW: 155 

Yay! :DD

Lately, a lot of people have said “oh you’ve lost weight” to me. Confidence boost :D
Level up
Hahaha

Yay yay yay yay
CW: 158

gunna go work out

lost 3 pounds this week

learned the whole Gee dance

having a good weekend! yay! :D

:DD

Day Ten- What was the hardest thing you gave up during this “weight loss.”

So far, it’s been portion size or like random snacking. I know snacking is good. Six small meals is better than 3 large ones, but I snacked on really unhealthy things when I’m bored. It’s gotten easier though, and I use the “do you really want this cookie or do you want to be thin sooner” tactic. It’s difficult because I love unhealthy stuff, but being healthy is better in the long run.

Day Nine- Did people ever make comments about your weight in a negative way?

On occasion, yes. When I was younger, my family used to say, “don’t eat so much, you’ll get fat.” and when that comment changed to “stop eating so much, you’ll get fatter” I knew things had to change. Also when I would talk with my friends and they said something bad about overweight people, they would look at me and try to reassure me it wasn’t me. Even if it kind of was.
Also, during freshman year, the creepiest girl I know that I dislike very much say down next to me and said, “I like fat girls” then she winked and scooted her chair closer to mine.
I’m also straight and even if I wasn’t I still would have tore ass out of there as fast as I tore ass out of there then.

It could have been much worse though. The worst of it comes from my own mind. And I have decided that I never want people to say the things I say to myself every day. That’s how I know I need to lose.

Yay my grandma noticed I lost weight! Feelin good! :3

Do your parents know you’re trying to lose weight? Do they care? 

yup. A bit too much actually. My doctor has been trying to get me to diet since 7th grade. My parents arent really willing to change their eating lifestyle to fit mine, but my mom tells me she’s “glad I’m trying”

I sort of want her not to care, actually. 

Do you binge? If so, explain why you think you do.

I don’t binge. I am a compulsive over-eater. it is very hard for me not to eat when I’m bored or until I can’t eat anymore. I do eat my feelings away. 

Why do you really want to lose this weight? Are you doing it for you?

I’m doing it to be healthy and for confidence. I finally want to wear everything I think is cute! I personally am not happy looking at myself because I just don’t like the way fat looks on me. I feel like I am harming myself by being fat, and that I am the reason I am unhappy. I want to change that.

 Your greatest fears about weight loss.

they’d probably be that no one notices or that I’m still unhappy with myself when i reach my ugw